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About Me Member Pseudo-Intellectual Crazy-Rabbit20/Female/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 4 Years
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  • Current Residence: Somewhere inside my head.
  • Interests: Art, culture, travel, books, music, myths, fairytales, animals/environment, spiritual goo.
  • Favourite movie: The Labyrinth, What Dreams May Come, 6th Sense, Aeon Flux, Across the Universe, Pan's Labyrinth
  • Favourite artist: Gustav Klimt, Chagall, El Greco, Dali, for starters. tamaxxx
  • Favourite poet or writer: Stephen King, Dean Koontz, Franz Kafka.
  • Favourite photographer: Howard Schatz, Steve McCurry.
  • Favourite style of art: Conceptual. Surrealism, Pop art, Baroque and Neo-Baroque (architecture), Mannerism, some fashions...
  • Tools of the Trade: Office supplies. <3

Mockery and Salvation

Wed Sep 16, 2009, 2:23 AM
  • Mood: Peaceful
I have finally decided to share with whoever is curious what exactly happened to me during the last few weeks. I am posting the written account under the title "10 Days". It is an embarrassing tale and is a rather like reading one's diary, but I've decided that that's the best way to conduct a character study. XD

The passage borders on 5 pages in Microsoft Word. If you decide that you want to read it, please read the whole thing. Conflicts must have resolutions?

For those who do not know me personally, I move a lot. I'm reluctant to post this on the internet, but I recently moved from Okinawa to Italy. I'd like to think that I could outsmart potential internet stalkers, so I'll include that just so the passage will make more sense.

Good day to all.

[Edit]: I may decide to take the passage off the internet later. I'm going to ask the internet at large whether or not such a story should be kept on the internet. Please don't hesitate to tell me your opinions.


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:iconlord-kevinz:
thank you for the fave

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i'm not afraid to die. but i'm afraid to dry./

"Je ne suis pas d’accord avec ce que vous dites, mais je me
battrai jusqu’? la mort pour que vous ayez le droit de le dire"
:iconsamblaize:
I favourited your most recent piece, Your Heart My Heart, because I liked it, obviously. And then I saw you're journal mentioning this 10 days thing you had done, so I had a look at that.

I'm...an impatient person. I don't usually read books, I only read poetry really. When I read anything that's a little bit long, I get bored part-way through. I hate that part of me really.

I read all of 10 days. Then I read it again. And a 3rd time. I just stopped writing this because I'm not sure what to write, and found myself reading it yet again. I am literally lost for words.

It's one of the best piece of writing I have ever read, and I'm not exaggerating. While I couldn't discern exactly what happened to you from that, it was still an incredible piece...it really was. I'm rambling now because I just don't know what else to say. Umm...wow? I think that'll do.
:iconcrazy-rabbit:
Oh wow. XD First of all thank you for the fave, I always appreciate those. I don't know what to say either; I wasn't really expecting any responses from 10 days. You just made me blush. Thank you for the compliments.

I really hope that you never truly understand what happened to me. Basically, I stressed myself to the point of exhaustion, and then my fantasies took over and it was fairly terrifying. I've never had psychiatric problems before, so I was completely unprepared. I almost kept the incident to myself but thought I should share in case there's someone out there teetering on the edge, or might go through what I went through and think back on it. Or just, spread understanding. I think most of all people need reassurance and to know they're not the only person going through pain and trouble.

Thank you for commenting on it. It brought me peace.
<3

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:iconsamblaize:
It's no worries, really. The poem I faved was good, but 10 days was just...well, I could imagine it as a film, I really could.

Don't worry, I would never ask. I can really understand why you did it now though, thank you. I really hope you're ok now, and just keep on writing like this. It...I still can't think of anything to write.

I'm glad. :)
:iconcrazy-rabbit:
I am very much at peace now; I wasn't really while I was writing it, but once I got it out things seemed to feel much better. While I got my level-headedness back I really don't think I'll stop writing any time soon. XD Thank you so much for your kind words.

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:iconsamblaize:
I'm glad to hear that. Never stop writing, you have a talent :) No worries.
:iconexillior:
Thank you for the :+fav: and :+devwatch:!! :iconglomp2plz: :heart:

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"I have a life, I just don't visit it often." - =HellionAngel
:iconcrazy-rabbit:
You're very welcome. I was always fascinated by henna, I wish I knew how to do it. <3

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:iconexillior:
It's really not hard at all, but in the States the paste isn't licensed for sale (so you'd have to buy the powder and make your own paste, which even I don't know how to do). But if you can ever get hold of some henna paste, look around for simple designs (mine aren't hard, but probably not the best to start with) and try it. It's really not that hard -- I've never been taught anything about it, myself, and just sat down to mess around on my own hand. It really is easy, and just takes some practice (and not even that much, since I haven't been doing it for that long :XD:)

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"I have a life, I just don't visit it often." - =HellionAngel

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